Saturday, November 26, 2011
At the Darbar..
The mind was engulfed with emotions, thoughts which blinded the very beauty of being in Satguru Ji's darbar... Being physically present in the Gurudwara and yet my mind was wandering... filled with questions perhaps...
My mother asked me did you thank Satguru Ji... it hit me as to why i hadn't... She asked me why to which i simply replied "I forgot..." and then i couldn't hold my tears... i walked back to the Darbar, not having much courage and filled up emotions, wondering how will i stand again before Satguru Ji, how will i ask for forgiveness and say thank you for all He had given...
I walked slowly and on reaching the Darbar... i stood before Satguru Ji... not knowing how everything will be said... and then again before i could leave His Darbar... i couldn't hold the tears... i couldn't.... i believe Satguru Ji is very kind, merciful, the best father, friend we all have... How easily we take things for granted and even forget to thank Him so many times.. How small and full of errors we are and yet He loves us....
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